something incredibly traumatising happened to me today
a crow landed on my head
an actual crow.
a fucking crow.
i can’t breathe. lol. i felt like dropping to the ground, but just carried on walking. i feel violated and unclean. i didn’t scream. but i want to tear off my skin.
bloody shitty beast of a bird lol gosh.
great. now scarred for life. will have to run away whenever i see one.
should i go food shopping this evening?
though i don’t really know why I’m entertaining the thought, since I’ve just filled my hot water bottle, the bra is off and i’m in my pyjama pants.
…so hmm, I wonder what I’ll have for breakfast tomorrow lol
decided to take myself out on a date this week lol
i’m finally going to watch catching fire (even treat myself to popcorn) and cook myself a nice dinner.
genuinely can’t wait :)
might as well spoil myself since no one else, other than my parents, is willing to :)
I finally see why women are attracted to Ryan Gosling.
Though slightly worried that I found him attractive after watching Half Nelson where he plays a drug addict.
He’s very good looking.
I even liked the blonde hair in that… Behind the Pine Trees or something film.
My mum says I don’t have a boyfriend because of my low self esteem. And that I’m just wasting my good body and that I’m a pretty girl but don’t know it and should walk with my head held high lol haha